"for God is greater than our hearts and He knows everything." -1 john 3:20

It really hurt my feelings and i am not exactly sure why. i don't ever get mad hardly ever. but God knows me and that is all that matters. As scary as it seems sometimes, I find peace in knowng in this: Even when I don't understand myself, God knows EVERYTHING. God is greater than my heart, He knows what I am feeling, even when I don't, and I find comfort in that.

i can't be someone that i am not. I am created in the way God intended me to be. He made me the way i am to glorify Him. sometimes i struggle with who i am. sometimes i wish i had a different personality, i feel like i am not extroverted enough to do anything. but day by day...i am working towards accepting that i love who i am and who i am becoming. it is hard. it has brought me to the point of tears even writing this right now. i want my identity to be in Christ and to be known for loving and serving others and through that, that Jesus' love will be shown. i just want to love others. love others. love others. love others. that is my goal for my life. love others. love others. love others. my biggest struggle is that i don't feel like i am extroverted enough to do everything that i want to do, but i know that that is a product of my imperfect human thinking. i love people. i want to love people. GOD IS GREATER THAN MY HEART AND HE KNOWS EVERYTHING.