Lately, I have been struggling with myself. I see all these people that know what they are doing after graduation and have all these amazing opportunities and I have nothing. It leads me to wonder if its because I am not extroverted enough. It seems sometimes to me that society values extroverted people a lot more than those who are introverted. it has always been something that has crossed my mind, but lately it really has been weighing me down. however, i am comforted by the fact that God created me exactly how He wanted me to fulfill His perfect plan. I just need to find out where i fit in the whole scheme of life. I don't know what I am able to do.

i am now able to admit that i am scared to death to graduate. mostly i am just afraid that i am going to be lonely.